Watch Over Him Please / Evelyn Segovia (Adrian's Mom )Read >>
Watch Over Him Please / Evelyn Segovia (Adrian's Mom )
Tomorrow will decide the stages of consequences for some of Adrian's recent choices. Unfortunately, there is not much I can do to make it any easier for him. I will just show him the love I always have...Hold him in your arms tonight...he needs you.. Close
Interesting few months.. / Eva Marie Segovia Read >>
Interesting few months.. / Eva Marie Segovia
I have reconnected with people that I have been looking for since I was a child. My mother's fiancee when she passed also died as a result of a car accident and I am requesting records to show when he attempted to gain custody of me. This has been one crazy ride because in just a few days I went from being an only child to having 2 brothers and a sister. They were raised to know about me and I am truly blessed. I hope Adrian gets the same luck. Seems like God has a plan for him as well because when we did the AncestryDNA thing we got a match for a 4th cousin of his. We are working on the connection but it's a lot of fun working together to figure out this link. Once we get it closer Adrian will have a closer connection to his paternal side than before. :) I know you have a hand in this! All my love Marie Close
hello/ Jess (Markies mom )
so i was going thru sum thangs to get rid of an came across sum letters.. i read a couple of them just made me think of back an the day an how its been soo long since u been gone yet it seems like yesterday... lol.. fun times, sad times, markies officially a 4th grader he starts next week... hes growing soo fast its really scary. yet hes alot like u in a lot of way. anywho just wanted to come by an let u know ur always thought about all the time... luv ya.. Close
Can't believe this day is here again... Although I think of you each and everyday... today is so different because it seems tlike I can think of nothing else but you... I know that you are here in The days came go by so quickly, and these days I feel like Im 'm getting left behind... I can't believe how time flies... My heart will never be the same without you here... I won't post this big huge thing g, because well... I would rather I talk to you everyday you , and you know how I feel... The world is a much darker place without the light of your smile, and the sound of your laughter! I am thankful though because I was blessed with the time to know you and love you, and I am so happy that although you are gone... I am able to keep in touch with your sister through out all these years. Your family means the world to me, because they are so much of who you are... and being able to talk to your sister sometimes is very special... she turned into a beautiful woman who is smart and strong... I know that makes you happy, and I see pics of lil Markie who is so handsome and grown up now, and his mom has done such a good job with him.. So I hope that you Say hi to my dad for me, and continue to watch over me and my family... I Love you Mark and miss you so much... Not really in the mood to say much more... but here I wanted to put this song up because I listen to it every and always think of you ! I put the words to this song on here too, cause I have loved it since I first heard it I put that pretty much says it all in what I put underneath... every time I hear this song it makes me think of you.. I have played this song so many times since we all lost you and it reminds me of you.. "My Immortal"
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me
You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus] When you When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along
Got No Sleep / Marie Segovia (Adrian's Mommy )
Hey hon...I am sure you saw me pacing the driveway last night just like I did the night I was told you were gone...strange that I live on the same street as I did that night...I have been thinking a lot about you lately, and today is just really hard to put into words how much I miss you. It has been 8 years, and still no justice...One day they will pay for the things they have done...if not on earth then definitely on their day of judgement.
I want you to know that I love you & I will never forget you...
It's been a while... / Marie Segovia (Adrian's Mother )Read >>
It's been a while... / Marie Segovia (Adrian's Mother )
How are you doing in heaven today? It's been a little while since I have written to you, but I wanted you to know that I finished my Bachelor of Psychology!!! On the 30th, I start UT's BSN program (Second Degree Option) for Nursing. It's been a long, long road but I think I am on the right track career-wise now.
So I talked to that guy...I don't know if it was or not, but if it was at least he knows...just had a strange feeling I needed to speak to him...so I did..
Adrian has asked a few questions, so I let him call your mom around Christmas. Unfortunately, no one answered. At least he tried...he's getting so big now! He is doing better in school, although there was a patch where he was acting a little crazy...his allergies have gotten a little better, and I can only hope they are gone for good...He's allergic to birch trees, cats, and dust..interesting combo...
Julio & I have been married for 4 years, and been together for 5 this March...We have our ups & downs but he was a gift to me. You know he was born on the same day & year that my mom died? Crazy huh? Even more wild is that Jianna was originally due on the day you passed...she came early, because she's a fiesty little one...still the due date resonates with me..she's a gift too!
Dante is super fiesty also, and he thinks he is grown. I can't believe they are all growing up so fast..I can only hope that their path in life is a little less full of struggle than ours was...
Well, I know you knew all of this already, but it just feels great to talk to you like we used to..it helps to still feel connected to you...I miss you every single day...I love you!!
~ A Card From Heaven ~ / Garnet/Sister To Sgt David Dickinson Read >>
~ A Card From Heaven ~ / Garnet/Sister To Sgt David Dickinson
Dear Mr. Hallmark, (Revised) I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear, A rather strange idea...I see everything from here. I just popped in to visit your stores to find a card, A card of love for my family, as Christmas Day for them is hard, There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine, Except I could not find a card, from a loved one that lives in heaven, They are still my family, no matter where I reside, I had to leave, they understood, but oh the tears they cried, I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know, That though I live in heaven now, I still love them so, They talk to me, and dream of me, we still share laughter too, Memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do? My family carries me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight, They plant flowers in my garden, and say a prayer for me each night, They write to other grieving families, trying to ease there pain as well, So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth, I must find a way, to remind them of their wondrous worth, They need to be remembered too, Just as the other families on earth will do. Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best, To find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me, Until I can do it for myself, when they join me in eternity.
As each day passes I am reminded of how special Adrian is..he is such a loving wonderful kid..he is a great big brother & all around magnificent. Julio and I love him dearly but I still wish he had you physically present in his life. I know you are watching over him and me...but it is not the same. Even when we weren't talking I knew that you would be there for me if I needed you...we had a bond like no other..and I will never forget that!
You would be proud of me. I faced my demons and wrote to the man who was responsible for my mom's death. I let him know that I forgave him but I also asked him for answers. Unfortunately he did not respond so I don't know anything more than I did the last 23 years. The loss did not occur in the same way but there is still a similar void. There is no answer..not that anything that is said could make sense of either loss...but overall...it helped me a lot. I still have a lot of scars and a lot of pain..but I let him know that I didn't forget what he did. I let him know that even though he destroyed my life I was able to pick up the pieces and put something together. I let him know that he cannot forget my mom and what he took from her and me.
I am 9 weeks away from completing my BA in Psychology and I am thinking about going into Forensic Psychology or becoming a Nurse Anesthetist. In the end everything has prepared me for a career of helping others...
I miss you..I love you..and I hope that you continue to watch over Adrian me Mark Jessica and the rest of your family. We love you always!
Hey it's been quite some time since I have written to you but you know that I talk to you almost everyday. Adrian is getting so big & so smart & I know that you are looking down on him...A while ago we sent your mom some pics of him but I guess she either didn't get them or wasn't interested in them. In any case we are doing well & even though the ride is sometimes bumpy I can't complain too much. I have a wonderful husband and three beautiful children...I never would've guessed the path my life would take...sometimes I think that I have you to thank for it all..You always believed in me...and you were there when I first started my education..Wow! I was only 17...ALMOST 9 YEARS since I first hit you up! YikeS! I am getting old huh? Well I just wanted to say I love you very much & I thank you for everything you have given me every single day of my life. Only the good die young & you were definitely one of the best!
WE LOVE YOU ALWAYS & YOU ARE FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS!
Another year has come another anniversary of you becoming an Angel. We'll never know why or understand how someone could take you away from everyone that loves you. We'll hold you in our hearts and dreams forever and ever sweet angel of ours. We hope and pray that all is fine for you and that you have all that you want and need. We always worry about you honey. Even as the days and years go by our pain never goes away. We are foerver changed by that day someone ended your life and we wish you were here with us so bad. We need you back so much so many things to tell you and share with you. Your son is getting so big also he looks just like you. Always watch over him and everyone else you love.
You were taken away from us at such a young age but you have taught us many things and those we will never forget. We will keep your memory alive forever and never stop searching for those responsible. Honey we love and miss you so very much. Please let us know that you're fine we need to know.
We'll be sending you something to heaven tonight make sure you get it. Loving and missing you always and forever! We love you and will miss you always Markie!!!!!!!
I do all that I can to think of you every single day since you left us.. that way on Februari 3rd I can celebrate you'r life and not mourn u anymore.. but no matter what I do I always fall into this very numb place for the days leading up to the anniversary... I dont sleep... not for one minute.. I lay in bed starring off into some other place...I have tried every single year to get sleep...but I have this fear of that morning happening all over again.... Because the last thing I remember was you were alive and everything in life was normal... I went to sleep that night just like every other and then everything was no longer normal.. and never would be for most of us again...I remember my cousin shaking me to wake up because I had been screaming at the top of my lungs while I was sleeping. I must have heard your name on the news and it became a nightmare for me... scariest dream ever... that is until Jess finally got me awake and not screaming.. that is when she told me I wasnt having a nightmare you were really gone.. then I saw your face on the tv...So I take it back about the other nightmare.. waking up scared something happened to you was bad but opening your eyes to find out you really were gone... that was to this day the scariest nightmare ever... and what sucks is I cant wake up from this because I live in it everyday! I will never understand why this happened to you...... I trully wish we could all wake up from this .. but unfortunately that is impossible... So I will just continue my sleepless nights ... but when my heart hurts later in the month from my dad passing aswell... please just hold my hand as if you were still the best friend I Love and miss dearly... and hey if none of the mushy stuff works... then send me a funny sign to remind me your near...Love you Markie.... Miss you sooo very much
P.S Have you been watchin Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles with me and Xavier?? LoL its his favorite movie so he watches it everyyyyyy day... but it definately makes me think funny thoughts of you!!!!!
Happy Heavenly Birthday Mark / Laura &. AV Family Of Lisa Maas (Angel Friends )Read >>
Happy Heavenly Birthday Mark / Laura &. AV Family Of Lisa Maas (Angel Friends ) Close
Happy 26th Birthday my precious child. / Mom Read >>
Happy 26th Birthday my precious child. / Mom
Happy birthday Markie! I hope you have a wonderful day celebrating your 26th birthday sweet angel! Do all you wish to do and have lots of fun kiddo! Mom and everyone else loves and misses you very much. We all wish you were here with us so we could celebrate with you. We'll be celebrating your birthday here though with you in our hearts as always. You're in our hearts always honey and will be forever and ever. Make sure you eat a big piece of cake I bet it's going to be the best!
Honey never forget how much you are loved and missed by all. Until I see you again I'll hold you in my heart always. Loving and missing you always and forever.